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"Be sure, my Brethren, that this must be our way too. Never does God give faith, but He tries it, and none without faith can enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore all ye who come to serve God, all ye who wish to save your souls, begin with making up your minds that you cannot do so, without a generous faith, a generous self-surrender; without putting yourselves into God's hands, making no bargain with Him, not stipulating conditions, but saying 'O Lord here I am-I will be whatever Thou wilt ask me-I will go whithersoever Thou sendest me-I will bear whatever Thou puttest upon me. Not in my own might or my own strength. My strength is very weakness-if I trust in myself more or less, I shall fail-but I trust in Thee-I trust and I know that Thou wilt aid me to do, what Thou callest on me to do-I trust and I know that Thou wilt never leave me nor forsake me. Never wilt Thou bring me into any trial, which Thou wilt not bring me through. Never will there be a failing on Thy part, never will there be a lack of grace. I shall have all and abound. I shall be tried: my reason will be tried, for I shall have to believe; my affections will be tried, for I shall have to obey Thee instead of pleasing myself; my flesh will be tried, for I shall have to bring it into subjection. But Thou art more to me than all other things put together. Thou canst make up to me all Thou takest from me and Thou wilt, for Thou wilt give to me Thyself. Thou wilt guide me.' "- Venerable John Henry Newman, C.O. , Faith and Prejudice and Other Unpublished Sermons