Sunday, September 12, 2004

From Parochial and Plain Sermons
by Venerable John Henry Newman, C.O.

First, observe, the prodigal son said, "I am no more worthy to be called Thy son, make me as one of Thy hired servants." We know that God's service is perfect freedom, not a servitude; but this it is in the case of those who have long served Him; at first it is a kind of servitude, it is a task till our likings and tastes come to be in unison with those which God has sanctioned. It is the happiness of Saints and Angels in heaven to take pleasure in their duty, and nothing but their duty; for their mind goes that one way, and pours itself out in obedience to God, spontaneously and without thought or deliberation, just as man sins naturally. This is the state to which we are tending if we give ourselves up to religion; but in its commencement, religion is necessarily almost a task and a formal service. When a man begins to see his wickedness, and resolves on leading a new life, he asks, What must I do? he has a wide field before him, and he does not know how to enter it. He must be bid to do some particular plain acts of obedience, to fix him. He must be told to go to Church regularly, to say his prayers morning and evening, and statedly to read the Scriptures. This will limit his efforts to a certain end, and relieve him of the perplexity and indecision which the greatness of his work at first causes. But who does not see that this going to Church, praying in private, and reading Scripture, must in his case be, in great measure, what is called a form and a task? Having been used to do as he would, and indulge himself, and having very little understanding or liking for religion, he cannot take pleasure in these religious duties; they will necessarily be a weariness to him; nay, he will not be able even to give his attention to them. Nor will he see the use of them; he will not be able to find they make him better though he repeat them again and again. Thus his obedience at first is altogether that of a hired servant, "The servant knoweth not what his lord doeth." [John xv. 15.] This is Christ's account of him. The servant is not in his lord's confidence, does not understand what he is aiming at, or why he commands this and forbids that. He executes the commands given him, he goes hither and thither, punctually, but by the mere letter of the command. Such is the state of those who begin religious obedience. They do not see anything come of their devotional or penitential services, nor do they take pleasure in them; they are obliged to defer to God's word simply because it is His word; to do which implies faith indeed, but also shows they are in that condition of a servant which the prodigal felt himself to be in at best.

Now, I insist upon this, because the conscience of a repentant sinner is often uneasy at finding religion a task to him. He thinks he ought to rejoice in the Lord at once, and it is true he is often told to do so; he is often taught to begin by cultivating high affections. Perhaps he is even warned against offering to God what is termed a formal service. Now this is reversing the course of a Christian's life. The prodigal son judged better, when he begged to be made one of his father's servants—he knew his place. We must begin religion with what looks like a form. Our fault will be, not in beginning it as a form, but in continuing it as a form. For it is our duty to be ever striving and praying to enter into the real spirit of our services, and in proportion as we understand them and love them, they will cease to be a form and a task, and will be the real expressions of our minds. Thus shall we gradually be changed in heart from servants into sons of Almighty God.


Blogger Zod said...

You wrote: Our fault will be, not in beginning it as a form, but in continuing it as a form.

I view my relationship with God in the same manner of pledging loyalty to a king. I accepted Christ as my Savior, and view my life as a service to Him. I am reminded of of the scene in ROTK (movie) when Denethor tells young Peregrine Took about his rewarding service -- \"Fealty with love, valor with honor, disloyalty with vengeance.\" I know that I am saved by grace, but God calls us to service as well. I have been told that I am totally wrong to approach God thusly, I treat Him with respect and do not presume familiarity in His presence. This does not seem to have an adverse affect on my relationship with Him, and I do not understand the people who casually hold conversations with God as if he were a buddy. He\'s not your buddy, He is the Lord. I am not a Catholic, but when I do go to church I attend Mass since the Protestant churches all seem to have this irreverent attitude that I do not agree with. (Guitars and youth services) The Catholic Mass has an inherent reverence and acknowledges the majesty of God, and elevates us closer to His level, rather than bringing Him down to ours. Perhaps I have a flawed view of God and His relationship to us, but my view makes a lot of sense to me.

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